*::With the lights out...

YAy

2004-08-23T03:53:09Z

Bens back and im excited YaY!!!... school start in liek a week im glad... i miss every body..

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fun fun fun!!!

2004-08-16T03:05:43Z

went on an adventure, swam with the dolphins, looked for treasure all in one day wow im pooped... and i miss ben ....
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Gay as FUCK!!!

2004-08-15T06:44:14Z

family picnic today lool great fun... kt nikki lauren jenny and me and my brother! wow good times but ne ways , i think that some people are taking the fact of high school a little to seriously .. liek they are trying to " rebel" to hard, turning into a bitch major and trying to drag peopel down with them as they fall... i feel bad and im scard because those (that) few peopel that are acting so different are ruining friendships that the have had for over 9 years... that breaks my heart to see people change liek that i mean im mad and sad at the same time , and i have friends that are there forever and i know that people change and shit .. maby for the better but i dont want it to ! i liked how things where before, before highschool, before peopel thought they wherent good enough or to good, before the change in friends, the difference in lieks and dislikes and just the fact that peopel are bitches. i mena im a pretty tollerent person when it comes to friends but someone can only take to much and be pushed to far and i have had quite enough and am about to quit... i never quit, but i think im gonna have to on this one and it hurts really bad because nothing really went wrong??... the person just chosed to be irrogent and do unnecissary things just to hurt someone and fit in and "find a group before high school starts" its fucked up and i will never ever in my life change friends for that i love all my friends i have many different varieties and i love them all !!! thank you all y friends that are tru and your awsome!!! <3 <3 <3 <3

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Tired

2004-08-14T03:07:22Z

TIRED!! im sooo tired, i stayed up all night , then had to et up and do mychores cuz im my mommas little bitchass??...... then i went to the vet for my cat because we are getting her declawed! in liek 2 weeks though, then i went to the mall with my mom and got some things from american eagle and i went to steve and berrys and i got somt shit there, it was fun then i went to physical therapy, it was gay!!!!! it makes me sad every time i go in there? ... then i went over to my uncles to help out with the family picnic tomarrrow hich kt and nikki and jenny and lauren are going to ...wish mandas and abby could come , but they cant cuz mommas being wierd?? w/e , so no im at my uncles and i think im really tired and im really lazy cuz at sostco i was on the cart and my aunt and uncle pushed me around and my bro is my uncles bitch !! ahaha.. i talked to ben cuz his dad broughthis laptop so that we could talk while he is in sc!!! yay!! well yeah im out for the night...
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..... family picnic at liek 22 am .. thats gay!!! ohh i took this quiz too i thing its sweet...;)

You are TAZ

You are wild and crazy and you know it. You know
how to have fun, but you may take it to
extremes. You know what you are doing though,
and are much in control if your own life.
People don't always see things your way, but
that doesn't mean that you should do away with
your beliefs. Try to remember that your wild
spirit can lead to hurting yourself and others.

Which Cartoon Character are you?
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really sad .....

2004-08-13T04:46:38Z

wow im gonna be sad for alittle while :( .... i know its not a big deal but it is kinda sad....

ben: damn it i gotta go but i dont wanna
athena5627: please dont
ben: damn im gonna miss u so much
athena5627: omg i really dont want you to go
athena5627: ugh !! can i come with you ?
ben: i'll be thinkin bout u
athena5627: i know i will be to
athena5627: ill mis syou
ben: promise i'll call ya right when i get home
athena5627: ok muah luv you <3<3<3<3
athena5627: bye.....
ben: bye babe....
ben: i'll miss u so much
athena5627: are you having trouble getting off
ben: yes
ben: alright im goin now...luv u so damn much
athena5627: i luve you alot to , damn im gonna miss you, i dotn wanna say good buy
ben: i know im gonna miss u so much n thiink bout u so much
ben: bye babe

* Tear *

2004-08-13T04:13:51Z

Yesterday yesterday i spent the night at kts with dana!! and we went to toms party it was really fun cuz i saw alot of people that i hadnt seen i na long time and i was really happy to see them, i messed them all summer long, but ne ways then we went to go gget derik at liek 2 am in the morning and i found out a secret >>> who deric was on the phone with earlier<<< and i thought that was pretty odd!!but yeah so we went to get him and we couldnt get bikes cuz we where scared to go in the garage so we fucking walked the hole fucking way and that was reall gay and tiring cuz we had to take side streets*dana cough cough* but it was fun till kts momma came home and we hliek through him in the bathroom and then his shoes ohh and we went swimming and it was cold then i was watching bevis and butthead it was soo great!!

Today today me dana and kt woke up at liek 1 cuz the fucking phone was ringing sooo fuckign much and it rang liek 67 times and me being dumb answered it and i talk really loud and i didnt even know so i woke kt and dana up every time so yeah lol sry boutthtat girls...... :)) but then we went downstairs and did absolutly nothing, i went to physical therapy only to find out that my kneecap, my femer and my tendents are alll fucked up , and thats only the most taht we know about now cuz i have to go to an ocupational doctor in liek a month or so when physical therapy is done and its really gay cuz my hole side of my knee is liek numb, but kt was suppose to come ove rbut she couldnt get a ride so she was liek mfjahfdja fuck it lol , its cool though cuz then jenny came over and my crazy aunt and her friends stopped buy and my aunt fell asleep in the chair it was soooo funny!!!, but hten we went to dairy queen and 7 11 good times on the way * i dont liek your car * and theres crusty shit all in my hair thx to jenny !!! but then i went online and bens leaving i kow its not the end of the world but im gonna miss him soo much, i wish i could go with him and i hope he has a great time but i dont wat him to leave, im gonna miss him so much , ....... <3 you hun

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Im gonna miss you ben <3
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athena2717 @ 2004-08-10T00:09:00

2004-08-10T04:04:08Z

well this morning i went to bed at liek 5:30 .. i have sleeping issues lately and i think its really gay.. so i went to sleep and didnt wake up till liek 5 '0' clock only cuz jenny and kt cam eover and was liek bitchess get your ass up ... we commin over, and i was lik ok w/e . so then they came over and then i took a shower and played with the dog... and then i found a bird!! we named him BIRD !! it was so great, cuz i didnt have ne thing to put him in so i grabbed a tampon biox and put it in there so me, kt and jenny where walking down the street with a tampon box it was soo funny! ne ways then we went to kims house, went swimming and played ceasar ball as jenny likes to cal it and yeah i hit it so hard it fell of the thing,i mean the ball totally popped off and it hit kt in the face it was sooo funny, and then i called ben and he came over and we chilled for a while and then we had to go cuz my momma was being gay and ben had to go home cuz he was tired, from dirt biking so i thought that was gay to , but i guess it ok , ne ways thats about all i did all day, pretty boring, and then when i got home i was watching the assistant, then newly weds and not lean back, the song... i love that song its soo awsome, well im going to toms on wednsday so thats gonna be cool too , i have to go t o physica ltherapy though tomarrow, so i wont see ben , hes leaving for liek 10 days to i think thats stupid, :( its sad tooo..

well peace :)
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Ahh

2004-08-08T18:47:43Z

so confused.... i try to make plans with ppeople but i can never fuffill hem cuz my god damn parents wont drive me ne where.. its so gay...

ne ways...
the other day i had an awsome time i got in a shit load of trouble though and i think it was worth it heehee... well yeah so i cant do ne thing and im soo bored .. look in amandas lj and look at her and kts monster!! its soo awsome ;) well yeah this is kinda gay today so im out

i <3 ben
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WowEd

2004-08-04T05:15:44Z

WoW!!!
TODAY <3
Today i went shopping again i went to american eagle and got some pants and some shirts and i think im going shopping tomarrow to .. wow im having a great time, well today i also went to eat at this greek resteraunt in downtown royal oak and it was really fun cuz we had a hott waitor ;) and his name was jake lol .... ne ways then amanda was being a little bitch so i couldnt come over cuz her mommy said she was grounded and i thought that was gay.. so then jenny care over this was all at like 10 at night... so on the way to jennys we had the windows down and i hear somthing about the warp tour on the radio and i was like omg the warp tour!!! i screamed it and the guy in the car nexed to me jumped .. hee hee opps i think i scared him lol it was sooo funny i was laughing the hoel way home.. ohh yeah and yesterday while i was in old navy and my mom wouldnt let me get this shirt unless i tred it on so i try it on and it fits but as im taking it off.. my hole shirt is up and the hole store sees everything... my bra and all i mean i was just trying on one shirt in the middle of the store jsjust to see wht size i needed so yeah ... ne ways back to today.. we went to matts and we where throughing rocks at his window to try and get his attention and his daddy came out and scared jenny shitless haha then we went to bens house ;) and he wasnt home well we didnt know what house was his exactly so we went walking down his street atlike 1030 at night and there was a creapy fat guy following us ... mostly jenny though haha. and we went to the right house in the first place but we didnt knok cuz we didnt know if it was his lol ... well then we went back home and the lights keep going on and off and i really think theres a ghost cuz it keeps happening and we even timed it ... well im kinda scared ... i donmt liek ghosties.. ahh it just did it again .. i swear to god !! i think it doesnt like me saying i dont liek it ahh im scared
Ben is leaving for sc for liek 10 days im gonna miss him *tear*
it went back on again
well ...
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Excited...

2004-08-03T03:33:46Z

</b>Today i went shopping !!! YAY its all for back to school but its still fun...i got so many new cloths and i still have alot more to get lol so its gonna be even more fun .... so yesterday after i got home my mom got mad at me cuz she bought me a backpack that i didnt liek .. and i told her i didnt liek it so thats y she got mad... but she returned it today and i got a sweet one its really cool !!! i love it .. i went to old nevy and they have really cool stuff there i got liek ballet slipper shoes.. ans they are blue corderoy so they are tight !! i mean they are so stylish and comphy.. they arent my school shoes though, i cant decide which ones i want, so im just getting fun stylish shoes for now lol! well i thought abuot going to hell week and the answer came out to be a no.. i dont htink im gonna try out for basketball cuz i dont think ill be to good at it..so its a big NO !!but ne ways i have to go to physical therapy again tomwrrow i have to go 3 times a week.. and my parents are thinking about making me get lasick surgery for my scar from getting bit by that dog, and i mean my mom and dad are all for it lol so its really cool but i dont think it will happen ... i mean i would be so scared i dont have to worry about that for a while :)!
well..
i <3 ben
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Good morning

2004-08-01T15:57:37Z

Today is starting off slow... i woke up at like 11:10ish and i went to bed at liek 2 am, i
mean im Dead beet tired.im still at my uncles so theres nothing to do but go on the computer and watch a hole lot of dvds... i mean i do that ever time im over here it getskinda old, i talkeed mandas last night and shes really sic :(.. i hope she gets better...i love that girl...so she wanted someone to come andbring her cough drops and magazines stay with her while shes sick.. i think i might just go tdo that .. i want her to get better so that we can hang out tomarrow.ne ways i woke up and i brushed my teeth and took a shower and now im on the computer ... wow great storybut i took this quiz that i got from kellly ;)thx babe and it was really long and its really wierd lol....i think you all should take it
its kinda cool im just a sucker for them quizez
well im gonna go watch a dvd so yeah ...
wishing you where hear
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pissed/ excited

2004-08-01T05:06:15Z

<3 I got a new journal....ne ways the other day

FRIDAY today i woke up and went to go brush my teeth then got some cerial and then went to go watch tv... i decided i was kinda cold so i went to go get my blanket and i lifted it upi and there was a fucking mouse in my beb.. one of the cats had brought me a nmouse in my sleep.. i screamed so loud and i started to cry i took about an hour shower and then washed all my blankets and my pillow it was the worst expierience ever.. i mean i cried.. so then i dont remember what else happened

SATURDAY today i woke up and i had a headache so i took a tylonol pm... not a good idea cuz i fell asleep for a while, then i called my mom to come pick me up andshe desided to forget about me and make dinner reservations so i had mu uncle come and pick me up ..my mom does it all the time she forets about me it fucking sux cuz i wanted to hang out with friends and i wanted to see ben ..... but nooo she wont come and get off her ass for me , and shes pised that i dont sdo things for her i do the most shit ne one could ever imagine i clean the hole house she does nothing for me !!! im so pissed at her shes like a fucking 5 year old i feel like im the mom and shes the child

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